So I have this friend that I met freshman year. I don't even remember how we started talking but i thought he was so cool , just a real good friend . Actually he started out having a crush on me but he was understanding enough to know that nothing would blossom from it so he was set on just being my friend , now it's like I'm cool with his whole circle of friends . Anywhom , one day I was on the phone with my bestfriend and instead of getting off the phone with her I put him in the conversation too . Little did I know would these two become good friends . He began liking her too and I guess once her number they get these cute nicknames for each other , talking everynight , saying how they're going to do this and that together and I'm just thinking 'WTF' they haven't ever seen each other in person before but I just let them be , they aren't my only friends so whatever . Then I began going out with one of his friends and I hear how him and my bestfriend were talking behind my back about the whole situation . My bestfriend is like that anyway but him I had to bring it to his attention so that's when I found out he deleted my number , and before that he'd see me in the halls of school or just anywhere and he's just ignore me like he'd never seen me before in my entire life . Then after me and his friend broke up he started coming around more and to this day I still don't know what that was about . Things just suddenly went back to normal after all that and now while I'm typing this I'm beginning to think he was a little jealous but who knows . Anyhow near the end of the school year is when me and T started talking . Actually we knew of each other but we didn't even say no more than 3 words to each other . So , I find my name to come up a lot among them and all of their friends but this time it was about the recent breakup of me and their fellow friend . All I know is that they were saying how my ex was 'trippin' because I'm like the cutest freshman there is but he wants some rat looking girl . I thought that was funny and in my head I was just thinking it's his lost but who cares . So T tells my so-called friend that he wants to talk to me and he's all like go for it , she's good people and so he does . And now here I am with my so-called friend telling people that T only wants me for one thing and how dumb I am and all this crap but turns around telling me how he only wants the best for me , and wants me to be happy and just a lot of other things he has told me . When if any of this is true , if T only wants me for one thing why won't he bring it to my attention , or is he just being jealous again . I don't know if this all makes any sense but please bear with me .

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