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So Much To Say , But So Little Words
My title really speaks for itself . I just have so many things to say , yet I don't have my words to explain it all . Well , I'm hear at my aunt's house on vacation from my little babysitting job and boy am I happy . Really , I'm tired of this job because it's just the same 'ol stuff everything single day . And that gets... old ! This summer I was really suppose to be taking this class learning little things here and there for when I did actually get a job and I was going to get paid for it . Unfortunately they didn't call me back for orientation like they said they would and it ran me hot . Now , I think I actually realized why I always here people saying they're broke but yet they work a decent job every week and get a decent paycheck , just seems like every time you get paid something comes up leaving you to wait for your next payday . I guess I'll just be seeing many more of these days to come so I better get use to it .

On another note , about my dilemma . It seems to get bigger everyday . It all happened June Twenty-Fifth . A day like no other , it started off normal until T began to text me . And it went a little something like this :


him: how's the single life

her: it's okay i guess

him: tht's b/c you need somebdy

her: well since you knw so much who do i need ?

him: somebdy tht you like tht likes you too

her: wht if it's mre than one person

him: then choose the one you like the most

her: well idk if he likes me as much as i like him

him: hve you tried asking him ?

her: no , b/c i do remember tht he was telling me i would make a good girlfriend & tht we would make a cute couple too

him: lol , you would make a good girlfriend

Then eventually we made it official . Everything was going good . All until night came , first J texted me , then when I got home..M called then in the mist of it all J ended up calling . I guess he seen me on some boy's myspace page and got jealous because he called me with all this crap talking asking me who I went with and all . But long story short , like the dumb girl that I sometimes can be . I got back with J , broke it off with T and just don't know what to do about M . I'm glad me and T still talk like we use to though , I guess he understood what I'm going through or whatever . Really don't know how to put it , but anywhom . I don't know what else to say , but I'm really tired of this 'love rollercoaster' with J . It's getting old , and I actually am slowing starting to fall out of love with him . Like now , we don't even talk and now I just don't care anymore . It's like whatever . I just find myself in a big mess and just don't know what to do anymore . There is more but I'll save it for a later date . But June 25th is definitely a day that I will remember , so many things happened in so little time .
Posted on 03 Jul 2009 by Simone

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